Aha it's October now, eighty-something days to Christmas and all that jazz, this year has disappeared so damn fast! At the moment I feel like if I don't stop and grab it, my very life will pass me by. I'm so bogged down with work and flat hunting and waiting for a start date for my new job and money worries and wedding planning and eating and doing all the normal day to days stuff that by the time I get to bed at night to snuggle up with Dave my head is spinning and I can't switch off! ARGH! Nightmare people, it's a god-damned nightmare.
You know it was great whilst we were over in the US, I had my phone off all the time, our days were spent just enjoying each others complany, nobody knew us and we didn't have anyone else to answer to but ourselves and then when we came back it was back to the same old crap that we'd left here. I really didn't want to come back y'know, if it wasn't for our guinea pigs I think I would have quite happily upped-sticks and moved there, not to say that I wouldn't miss anything else about Scotland, my friends and family are all here but it would have been nice to have a different way of living, not to mention life, for a while.
Anyways, I mustn't complain too much, I have a place to live, food in my cupboards, clothes on my back and the love of a good man. That's all I need, right?
