Once someone commented that I was perhaps too honest and open for my own good, maybe so, but as mentioned in a previous post, I'm not one for varying degrees of bull, I'm always going to be as straightforward as the day I was born. Which leads me to this:
I am deeply unhappy with my appearance, to the point where I looked in the mirror this morning and wanted to cry. It's no secret that for years I have battled heavily with depression and body dismorphic disorder linked with "eating disorders of a non-specific type", but this time I'm taking a different approach to treating myself (unfortunately, I find that going to see professionals is a short term, and expensive, solution and I do not want to pay for tablets that may improve my mood, but do nothing for my figure). Yesterday I went out and bought a wii with the promise that I will receive a wii fit for my birthday which is in little over 6 weeks. In the mean time I have joined the gym and invested in a rigourous skin care routine. My target weight is 10st (last weigh-in at the hospital showed me to be 11st4) and I want my waist back at a stable 25". I may even buy a hula hoop.
I will keep the updates coming...hopefully on the more positive than negative side of things though.
3 comments:
Hula hoop sounds fantastic xx
I'll be back to see your progress,
Much love x
Much respect for you for being so honest and also taking the action to feel better about yourself. Good luck,I wish you well on your journey x x
Thanks girls!
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